I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings...

Nothing left for me to say

There's no more wicked games to play

It's time for me to walk away

I am alright

I feel like I’m on a high

And you regain is on my life

I’m turning to the rhythm of the night

I am alright

Simple clarity, the realization that we had always been meant for each other, and every instinct to the contrary had simply been a denial of the following truth. I was now and would always be in love with him...

...

“I didn’t come here to rehash the past. I was reminded today, in a roundabout way, that the most perfect act of love is sacrifice. I love you and I think I have since the first moment we locked eyes. And it is gonna suck! But if what you want, is for me to let go, then I’m gonna do it. Be happy, I want that with all my heart.”

"Someone Like You"

I heard that you're settled down

That you found a girl and you're married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

...inspiration...

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." 

Thoughts playlist...Please press PLAY!

Have you ever wished that your life had a soundtrack? Like, for example, in a moment of great sadness everything goes silent but a sad melody that plays in the background and everything around you starts moving in slow motion? Like you are there but not an actual part of your surroundings?  Well I did, and to be honest every time I'm on a bus or train, I put on my headphones, turn up the volume and let the music take me, closing out every other noise. 

So I'm on this bus, back to Portsmouth, and I have a window seat. So, obviously, I put my headphones on and lean my head to the window. First song on the playlist is the following...

Thoughts in the underground..

So i was getting off Piccadilly line earlier today and I was trying to get to my connection line and there was this guy in a music corner at the bottom of the escalators. His was playing a melody that seems familiar. He had the basic music, piano and guitar, playing from some small speakers and he was playing the saxophone. It was a really haunting melody and I couldn't figure the lyrics to the song apart from a line I remembered. "...falling in love with you..." .