loneliness

When nobody cares about how you are doing. 

When every thought you say out loud gets criticized.  

When your feelings are being mocked. 

When you know that they talk about you behind your back. 

When you try to feel something for anyone. 

When you try to find love in the most strange places.

When you try to hold yourself together.

When no one sees the hole you have where your heart used to be.

When people think they know you, but actually don't.

When you feel like you are screaming and no one seems to hear you.

When you hold yourself from crying.

When no one wants to give you a hug.

When everything concludes with one word....

LONELINESS