...complete...

It has been 5 months since they’ve been back together and they were still trying not to mess it up. It was, after all, their second and probably last chance at a happy ending together. It was a karmic relationship, that noone understood, but everyone knew they were two halves of the same whole.

...the red door...

She was standing in front of the red door. The same one she stood there before. For some reason, she was always afraid of what might that door hide. She could never bring herself to open it but rather stood at the same point gazing at the doorknob. But something was different this time around. She had a feeling, a bad feeling that she couldn’t shake off. She had to know what was hiding behind it. The answers she was seeking were there. She could feel it. She braced herself and with the quick motion she pushed the door wide open.

It was cold and wet. She opened her eyes and realized she was suddenly outside. The rain was coming down so hard; it felt like small whiplashes on her cheeks. She leaned her head back and let the rain wash all of her worries away. Slowly she opened up her arms and started moving in a circle. Gradually she moved faster and faster and faster, until she fell on the grass and laid there motionless. The dump of the ground did not bother her. She started thinking of the first time she met him and wished that there would be a background music like there are in movies....

I have no more time for you to hurt my feelings...

Nothing left for me to say

There's no more wicked games to play

It's time for me to walk away

I am alright

I feel like I’m on a high

And you regain is on my life

I’m turning to the rhythm of the night

I am alright

Simple clarity, the realization that we had always been meant for each other, and every instinct to the contrary had simply been a denial of the following truth. I was now and would always be in love with him...

...

“I didn’t come here to rehash the past. I was reminded today, in a roundabout way, that the most perfect act of love is sacrifice. I love you and I think I have since the first moment we locked eyes. And it is gonna suck! But if what you want, is for me to let go, then I’m gonna do it. Be happy, I want that with all my heart.”

"Someone Like You"

I heard that you're settled down

That you found a girl and you're married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

...inspiration...

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."